well well well I realize I have a lil catching up to do in regards to the chapters of my life but I need to make an interruption really fast

last monday night we got snow.. sleet… freezing rain.. EVERYTHING… and it kept coming and coming and coming for 3 days. It is now the monday after and I have been getting out of my driveway just find since friday evening when I got up the courage to drive back up it after it took 4 days to get down it. WELL WELL FREAKING WELL

My neighbor who I have discovered isn’t as horrible as I thought he was is actually a BIG problem to our road. He drives a LARGE.. LARGE 4×4 like a 250 or something BIG.. and he drives it like a bat out of hell.. IRRITATES THE LIVING CRAP OUT OF ME.. Nice guy.. drives for SHIT..

He has personally made the flat portion of our street a NIGHTMARE for cars..

So today I thought well I can’t get my car out but maybe I will shovel some to get ready to get out tomorrow.. I go outside with my shovel in hand, I aid three cars that get stuck while I’m doing this then the neighbor leaves and UGH.. messes it up.

So I start again.. this time the neighbors across the street all stand at their glass doors WATCHING ME SHOVEL. ARE YOU KIDDING ME.. YOU LIVE ON THIS STREET WITH ME GET A SHOVEL AND GET OUT HERE TO HELP ME YOU TURDS!!!

But they didn’t .. One lady turned on her front porch light which I can only assume was her way of helping.

However.. I quit .. I’m now sitting inside warm and cozy and ticked off but warm at least.

In other news.. I was laid off sorta.. I was reduced in hours but if I can get hours from others I can work whenever I want. This has given me a bitter sweet life that I’m not always sure I enjoy. Sure I make my own schedule now but most of the time I’m showing up at work at 8am praying that someone wants to go home early which they always do and working an 8 or 10 hour shift depending on how lucky I am. It seems to be working out well though I have gotten 36 to 40 hours a week since this happened right before new years.

In other news.. I have been thinking a lot lately.. about a LOT of things.. and I just wanted to say I’m sorry.. I have neglected a LOT of people over the last year and I’m sorry. I sorta shut myself off from a lot of things and I should have kept those close to me that mattered most. For that I’m very sorry and hope that in time each of you will know that I love you dearly and that I didn’t mean any harm I just thought in my mind it was the right thing to do.

I miss my friends.. old and new.. There are some that I used to tell everything to and I haven’t been doing that for a long while .. and here in the last few months I have wanted nothing more than to contact you and just talk.. talk and talk.. to say the things that you would understand and that no one else does. .. I guess time tells all and I shall continue to let that time pass by until I get the courage to finally say.. Hey.. I miss my friend..

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